A reading of my article – Do we all have it in us?
(c) K Wicks
Decided to try peach cheesecake l have wanted too for a while, so took the plunge.

For the base
65g crushed homemade Orange Biscuits (or digestives)
20g melted butter
For the topping
110g peaches tinned
45g caster sugar
5g cornflour
Small bit of water for cornflour
For the filling
125g double cream
75g cream cheese
25g caster sugar
1/4 tsp vanilla extract
Method:
Melt butter and add crushed biscuits, put some in ramekins (this makes 3). Leave to cool.
Pour the peaches and syrup in a pan, add the sugar and simmer for about 5 minutes. Mix the cornflour with water, and add to the pan. Keep on low heat for a few more minutes until it thickens. Then leave to cool, put about 1/3 to one side for topping. (I pushed a bit through a sieve to get some smooth for mixing through as well).
Mix the cream cheese to soften and stir in the vanilla extract, whip the cream and sugar until stiff. Fold the peaches and whipped cream through the cream cheese until combined. Then add to the ramekins, add some peaches amd syrup on top and put in thr fridge for a few hours. Then eat and enjoy.

(c) K Wicks
It’s just a bit of fun, isn’t it? Playing make-believe and pretending to be someone else. With costumes, scenery, make-up and adopting a different persona, people are convinced of what they see. Suspending reality for a moment or a short time to be immersed in the fakery, your own brain playing along and helping to create and sustain the illusion.
But where does that illusion end and reality really begin in some people’s minds? It’s been noted for years how some people struggle to separate the two, often thinking about soap operas and storylines as if they were real. Thinking about the characters as if they are real, and often taking influence from these constructed ‘lives’ to learn about their own. Not always in a good way. Don’t get me wrong, people don’t need to watch constant drama to become it, some people are genuinely a whirlwind of instances they create and cannot manage effectively, and mayhem usually follows. But the television portrayal of it is a constant and exaggerated version of that.
Following soap operas though, came the boom in reality TV. Big Brother (aptly named) popped up at a turning point, with others quickly following. It must have been realised by the behaviour department that although people could be manipulated and influenced with completely fictional characters, pretending those fictional characters are real people, was an interesting twist and one which was obviously of benefit. And that’s where I realised that’s what we had anyway. The people now deemed ‘celebrities’ have been paraded here and there for quite some time, where apparently we are shown moments in their lives, their ups and downs, romances and disasters etc off screen. Revealing things from behind the screens and closed doors, as if you are being allowed to glimpse their ‘real world’. Making them the soap opera when acting, then reality TV when not.
Which leads me to one actor in particular, who has stood out recently more than most for his apparent ‘revealing’ of his issues surrounding his career and thought process towards the ‘system of entertainment’. But it’s not a new revelation to me, and isn’t to many others I suspect. What he thinks he is revealing though is to tell us of how the person we think is the actor, is also a role being played (where I had to kind of chuckle and think, no shit sherlock). Scripted and contrived for purpose and effect, as they all are. But that particular actor, Jim Carey, has an interesting catalogue behind them, much of which I have enjoyed I shall admit. Because there is something else there, beyond the ‘zany expressions’ and overdone presentation, which is what made him seem like a character for the longest time anyway.
Some of the films seem to display an extra tone to them – The Mask, Cable Guy, Batman Forever, Liar Liar, Truman Show. Some of the others have things too, but those are a little trail towards the persona for title of them and content. And the first one being a strange concept, of a mask you put on, with it having its own ‘life force and personality’, taking you over and being all the things you ever wanted to be. Seems like a possible analogy for AI, or what they have now called your avatar. An online personality you create and nurture, to show the online world what you want to be, hoping that maybe you will become it in real life. But not noticing how you become more and more a part of the virtual existence, because that is where you can be the ‘you’ that you think you are. But is it you? With talk of AI becoming more progressive within ‘social environments’, there being holographic generated imagery of deceased people and of programmes keeping peoples social media accounts ‘alive’ after they have passed. With voice mapping and created images to help people with their grief apparently, letting the person ‘live forever’ in the cyber world. Might sound advanced to some, but it sounds downright creepy to me. And as if they are slowly erasing the real identities and lives of people, wanting them to be fully in a system, whether you are dead or alive. Seemingly that you will no longer have a choice about your consciousness soon as well as your body.
We have various types of masking these days as well to confuse what we think we see and know. Prosthetic masks, painted as a development within entertainment, Hollywood being the main point where lots of things converge. But we know that if there are creations that would easily trick the eyes, then all sorts of agencies would have been employing them, way before entertainment. If something becomes public knowledge, then it has been around for more than an age. Information has been controlled for the longest time, since they worked out to open a patent office, to intercept all the ideas and inventions that creatively flow through people. And that leads to a very bottlenecked version of what should be, and I guess I would it call a masked reality. Things feel stunted and held back, because they are. As if all you have to do is open the gate and everything can get through together and spread out and grow naturally. Instead it’s contained, separated into different lanes and holding carts, herded into dusty rooms to sit and wait. Breaking the flow of energy and creativity and changing it into frustration and confusion. That’s why they have so many hoops to jump through to be able to achieve anything, or be anything, or to want anything. People end up spending so long trying to fight and change the system that they never get to the potential they are being held back from, but still end up being part of it. As everyone does, but that doesn’t mean we should stop imagining or planning for a better way…

(c) K Wicks
Sometimes you see a recipe, and it keeps popping into mind. This one also kept popping back up on YouTube, so was a good reminder. And today I just happened to have all the ingredients and thought why not. I made up my own measurements as I went along, and if you want other combinations, check out youtube as there are many variations.

Cucumber and green cabbage diced as the base salad.

For the dressing –
Handful of parsley or basil (or both)
1 avocado
Clove of garlic
A few nuts (I used almonds)
2 tablespoons of olive oil
Spoon of houmous
A tap of chili flakes
Half a lime squeezed
1 tbls of maple syrup
Pinch of salt

Blend and you now have a delicious dressing for the cabbage and cucumber. Pour over and completely mix through, then enjoy with whatever you like 😋

(c) K Wicks
It may be nothing, just atmosphere, clouds and the ‘jet stream’. With set flight paths, weather and the odd anomaly. Seems pretty average doesn’t it. Until you start to delve a bit. My article Cities in the sky, looked at some accounts of cities being viewed above us, for hours sometimes and in great detail.
There are apparently sculptures and carvings that depict flying machines going back as far as ancient civilisations. Before we are meant to have even had the idea for some of them. As well as a well-documented event noted as a sky battle over Nuremburg in the 1500s.
“According to the broadsheet, around dawn on 14 April 1561, “many men and women” of Nuremberg saw what the broadsheet describes as an aerial battle “out of the sun”, followed by the appearance of a large black triangular object and exhausted combattant spheres falling to earth in clouds of smoke. The broadsheet claims that witnesses observed hundreds of spheres, cylinders, and other odd-shaped objects that moved erratically overhead.“
So, what if all the recent geoengineering above us, which various governments have now admitted to, which they do to manipulate and encourage The weather, is actually to hide something. And not the sun as they hint at. Although that serves a purpose too, making people think you have enough power to control something like that. When really it could just be they have figured out the cycle when things appear a certain way, and that could be taken advantage of. Like the Mayan mystics ‘predicting’ the eclipses which we are then told made people worship them.
What is being hidden from us though, is still questionable. And whatever it is perhaps that will give them maximum control is what will be presented. But whether it will be believed or not is another matter. Just as people may not believe it if they did actually see a floating city above them. Would they put that down to a certain project name as well?
We are in an age of lies, so it’s tricky trying to find the truth, or work through what you think are facts when in reality you don’t know. I don’t think that’s entirely by accident, and where instinct plays a part and needs to shine through all the murky waters that surround it.

(c) K Wicks
When there is a gateway or crossover, either dimensional, or metaphysical or imaginary. They say that all screen are portals, TV’s, computers, cameras, mirrors etc. That they all are a window to something we cannot see with our limited viewing capabilities, but often we can sense it. And they say the eyes are the portals to the soul, a viewing mechanism, but does it only work one way? When you think the mirror is looking back at you, not the reflection, but the actual mirror. Is that just a feeling we create, is it because we know about two-way mirrors? Or is it something else, that we can feel something just beyond our view, but we can’t see it. I’ll mention a few movies that may have added to my thoughts on this, they all have a strange aspect to them, but quite varied in genres.
The Ring – although there was an entire movie, I’m sure the bit that stayed with me perhaps stayed with a great many people. The well, and the crawling out of the television. Horror stepping through into this realm.
Pleasantville – a good film that took me years to get round to watching, but it was enjoyable. Where you become part of the show being watched.
Nightmare on Elm Street – tripped out scene in the 4th or 5th film, when the realities between what’s on the screen and in the room start to blend. But obviously the whole premise of the films was that there was a portal between being asleep and awake, and that something could come and get you. I guess that crosses over into my article Doors of the mind, which I now realise should have had these films noted as reference too.
Tron – Where they get sucked into the computer game, and have to work it all out to survive. Fighting against a corporation, main computer or power source.
Jumanji – an updated version of Tron perhaps, where they are also sucked into the game and have to complete a set of trials and tasks to survive and get back to the ‘real world’.
Last action hero – not one I have actually seen, but believe they also come out of the television, rather than someone going in.
Batman Forever – the Riddler character in this one, having a genius idea of a machine, that interacts between peoples mental energy and televisions, harvesting the information, knowledge, thoughts and ideas from people.
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory – Mike TV. The kid that gets transported to inside the television. A rather sinister film all round so not a surprise to have this concept in it.
So, while there are many theories about our existence, it is of course entirely possible that we are a hologram, a simulation, a construct, a signal, a dream. Or that perhaps we are stuck in the levels of hell as in Dante’s Inferno, and we are just running upon a doomed cycle with no escape, which is why we seek it so. But whatever our origin and ultimate purpose, we find that we are here and now, taking part in this current version of reality we have created for ourselves and each other, or have allowed to be created for us. So, maybe just for a moment, like Alice stepping through the looking glass, or Coraline crawling through into the alternate world, we should step outside of where we think we are, and step towards where we would like to be…

(c) K Wicks




(c) K Wicks